So I sorta maybe kind of forgot this was around. Mostly because everything got out of control and I suck at keeping up with this kind of stuff and you know, Christmas and New Year and then everything else was just kind of fucked up and YAY.
But anyway, I'm back and hopefully I can keep it up this time :P It's been like six months, awks.
Everything that I had planned for 2012 has happened.
Anime North was probably the best weekend of my life. I'm gonna talk about it.
Okay first of all, SO many fucking people. On the bus to the convention Saturday, honestly, the whole bus was going to the convention. Every single bus headed that way was filled with people dressed in the weirdest cosplay outfits I had ever seen. I waited for two hours, almost three in line on Friday just to register. It was retarded the amount of people that showed up.
The dealers room was completely overwhelming, I didn't even know what to do with myself. I pretty much just walked around like an idiot for a good portion of it gawking at everything they had going on. I didn't dress up, due to the fact that I was 1) lazy 2) it was hot as fuck 3) it was my first time going and I wanted to see what it was like.
NEXT YEAR HOWEVER, omfg. I am going to have the best outfit :3 hehehe.
It was amazing, I felt so happy and carefree and I got a ton of new Mangas and small things and keychains to add on to my collection of them that hang off my two keys :$ But it was worth it.
Other news, I got docked for having blue hair at work. My district manager hates me with a passion and decided to be a total asshole which then caused me to have a complete meltdown in front of two of my managers and it wasn't pretty. I cut my hours down, though and I've decided I'm gonna start taking care of myself again and doing things I enjoy because I really need to focus on myself.
Getting on medication will help, once I get a hold of my doctor, because right now my anxiety is beyond belief. I pretty much just want to sleep all the time and never leave my bed because the outside world terrifies me. But I'm working on it.
Hmm, not much else is happening. Been too busy stressing out and being sick to really care about anything else. I still hate everyone, but that will never change.